December 10, 2006
Dreams - My other reality
The dream began with a meal, somewhere. With Kay. It's her, all right. Her face, her voice, her. But, the next scene would be Wenn's face, Wenn's voice. But, it's still Kay. I knew it's still Kay.
She told me to hold her hand. I was afraid. I didn't know why she would want me to do that. I knew we were not together already. In my dream, I knew. I did as she told me to. I held her hand loosely. But, she told me to hold it tight and that she missed me, she missed holding my hand. I broke into a smile.
I asked her why did she have to wait so long to tell me this if she really missed me. I asked her why must she wait for me to contact her and she didn't take any initiative to contact me?
She didn't say anything.
Then, a strange thing happened.
I became conscious that whatever was happening was not real. I knew, when I was still dreaming it, that it was not real. It was a dream. And, frantic, I told her to write what she said about missing me down. Write it down so that I can see the words and words are real. Then, I can deny that it was a dream. She was just very puzzled. Like, she didn't know what I was talking about. Obviously.
Then, the dream faded away and I woke up.
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The dream began with Apple and Shaun getting ready for their first march-in. The emcee was Hendra, Apple's friend. I was wondering how come Lily (Apple's friend too) was not there. She was supposed to be the female emcee. Anyway, it was all right.
I cued the banquet manager to get ready to open the door for their march-in. Then, I saw bowls of peanuts, large bowls of peanuts being served. I was thinking, this is a wedding banquet. Who serves peanuts at a weddin banquet?
Apple and Shaun marched in, looked at the peanuts and noticed that the guests were almost not there. Apple was just speechless.
Then, that strange thing happened again.
I became conscious that it was a dream. I looked around and I realised, when I was still dreaming it, that it was a dream. I felt relieved. I told Apple that it was just my dream. Nothing to worry about at all. Apple looked at me, not understanding. Obviously, again.
Then, the dream faded away and I woke up.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 00:12